forlorn in the 4runner with the lights off and the car running in the park by the high school you said ‘talk to me like you talked when we talked more’ but that’s a choice and i don’t wanna say anymore cuz there’s no use in spilling our guts over something that was never meant to be it was a gold rush summer a million miles from real responsibility i cut a line thru my life and i know which side of it im supposed to be so you can miss that summer that’s up to you but you can’t miss me right turn at the the red light flashing on off after midnight like it did all summer i like driving with the moonroof open and the bluetooth speaker singing at us from the dashboard but just cuz we listened to robbers on repeat for hours and hours doesn’t make it our song and just cuz you say you love me doesn’t mean i have to play along i got a bunch of new friends now and i’m not sure if i like them if you want to talk about us would you plz drop me off cuz there’s no use in spilling our guts over something that was never meant to be despite trying so hard im still so far from any real responsibility i cut a line thru my life and i know which side of it im supposed to be so you can miss that summer all you want but you can’t miss me you can miss who we were all you want but you can’t miss me

i aint scared of getting sober for a weekend but holy shit forever’s a long time maybe i should keep going to meetings but my best thinking can’t think of a reason why i always get so lonely in the evenings  it doesn’t matter who is by my side i’ve got the girl ive got my job i’ve got some secrets how is it i hardly feel alive i hate to think i got what i wanted and its not what i want how am i supposed to be honest? its not my fault hallucinate snakes in the garden i wanna start again i want a redo maybe i’m too old to be so ruthless id still sell my soul if it helped the music but when i try and write i get confused its so useless i know a tall can will make me happy i know i can get one at the store i know i can drink it on the sidewalk i know i will always want one more well maybe i will and maybe i won’t he’s so chill he’s so punk i miss drugs but they’re no fun he’s just scared he’s got no guts feels like everything’s gone and everythings fucked i missed my chance the parties done i mean i made my choice i had my fun now everything’s sucks cuz everything’s dull i hate to think i got what i wanted and its not what i want how am i supposed to be honest when its not my fault hallucinate snakes in the garden i wanna start again i want a redo maybe i’m too old to be so ruthless id still sell my soul if it helped the music but when i try and write i get confused its so useless in my head i’m black and blue cuz the more i change the less things do it doesn’t matter what i choose it’s so useless its so useless its so useless